czwartek, 15 sierpnia 2013

How to not give a fuck - the new beginning

Since forever I've been writing blogs. Tons of them died after a few entries, some of them are still alive. I've tried everything - personal blogs, secret blogs, writing blogs. And everything ended up practically the same. I got bored. Hopefully this time will be different.

First of all, I'm genuinely tired of writing on polish blogging platforms for one, particular reason - people. Maybe it was me choosing wrong friends, but people on blogging platforms I used were generally assholes. You could not have your own opinion, if it was an unpopular one. Because this would always end with a massive drama you really didn't want to take part in. The funniest part is that if you licked someone's ass everyone loved you. But try to reasonably criticize... Well, then you get flooded with pure hate. From the people who two entries ago loved you to death. I may be getting old, because once I cared about what people on the web said. Now? Now all I can do is shrug and leave them be. If they want to spread hatred just because someone disagrees with them on the internet - their choice. I don't have to be a part of it. Also it's always funny how they think I care. I really don't give a single fuck about how much they hate me. I've passed the point of staying in a hostile environment to fight with stupidity. Why waste my life on someone who has an IQ of an angry rodent?  

When writing my latest, polish blog I realized that out of over 100 followers there was maybe 5 people I could talk to about something more than getting wasted, getting bitches and so on. I truly love writing, but sharing this on my previous blog ended always the same. No one even noticed, because I didn't write about awesome stuff like drinking and sex. And I'm much more than that.

At some point I just stopped caring about this blog anymore. Of course, I'm still writing there but I don't really care about being nice to people I find plain stupid. Once I tried to be nice to everyone. Now I can't be nice to this bunch of useless hypocrites. Not everyone there is like that, obviously, but it's like a bad spice in a good dish. One component can ruin everything. So it's time to change the scenery.

I may have decided to do this because I finally finished my dissertation and have time for other stuff. For instance writing my projects and translating them to English, so I can publish them here. Wish me luck!

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