I truly hope that's not a sign.
Today is the day. I printed my dissertation. Well, frankly speaking it is being printed right now and I'm on the verge of my nerves hoping everything will be alright. I'm already sweating like a pig and I can't focus on anything. Oh please, be perfect.
I woke up and finally decided to read it ONCE AGAIN to see if there are any mistakes. And it was this very moment that made me think that I have a typical love/hate relationship with my dissertation. On some days I hate and and I want to burn it. On others I think this is the most beautiful thing created by a human being. Today I thought like that. But after I left it at the printer's it struck me it truly sucks. An emotional roller-coaster. The best option is to pay for it, send it to Warwick and forget about it. Yes, that will end something and hopefully start something new.
Since I have no purpose in my life, I'm going to to some major cleaning up in our flat. This may or may not help me feel better. Currently I'm losing my mind over the fact that autumn is coming and autumn makes me feel like dog shit.
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